i. am. dead.
uggggggggggggh.

i can't believe how exhausted i am from work. at least i get sunday off... *sigh* i'm scheduled to work 5 days in a row next week though, and i seriously don't know if i'll physically be able to do it. =(

12-8 tonight, and then rocky at midnight. i am *so* not partying after the show. sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep.

last night i was supposed to hang out with leenie, aaron, tiffany, and justin at the mercury... but after opening and then shopping with my cousin for a couple of hours... the tiredness hit me all of a sudden and *ka-boom!*... i had the worst headache in the world and i layed down to pass out.

sorry guys =( i wanted to go!!!

i need to write a note for nik today telling her that next week i start school, and since i'll have worked 5 days in a row i *need* next monday off, and tuesday off as well... so i can get a feel of how stressed my class is gonna make me. lalala. arf. that, and then i will only be working 2-3 weeknights a week. i need my weekends, yepyepyep i do. but i told her all of this when she hired me... it'll just be a reminder note thingie. =)

i know, i'm bitching, but god damn... i haven't felt this drained since right before i went into the hospital and found out i was seriously sick. on top of that, i've been taking it easy since i got out of the hospital in february... so this is the most physical activity that i've done in just about a year.

and it's my journal... so.... I'M FUCKING TIRED!

i hope i wake up soon... cause i get bitchy when i'm sleepy.

ohwell.

that's it for now... i have to go get ready for work. *sigh*

*sara*